I applied to get into this weight loss competition. Was a short one, just a few weeks. But I wanted in it so badly. I'm a competitive person, I had thought perhaps it would give me the oomph that I needed. I didn't even care about the prizes-- I wanted the thrill of the hunt.
I didn't get it. I found out over the weekend when a FB status said, go check your emails- they went out.
I was super bummed.
I'm still super bummed.
I know it's not a magic answer. I know it might not have been that push I want. But I wanted to compete for something. Blah.
So today I mope just a little bit more. Tonight is swimming and I think I'm going to start JM's Shred.